Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Demam..baik untuk develop antibodi anak


First time bucuk2 Mami demam pada 29.5.2012. Kesian cayang Mami.. Demam nak alih bulan kata orang. Mujur tak teruk sangat. Haziq memang baby yang kuat.Even demam, Haziq takde nak merengek2 sangat. Siap tersenyum2 lagi bila diagah...Alhamdulillah...  Mami syukur dapat anak cam Haziq. Selalu memudahkan urusan Mami. Balik dari opis petang tu, macam biasa Mami amik Haziq kat umah nenek. Plan petang tu nak keluar shoping barang dapur. Masa amik Haziq kat umah nenek, Haziq tidur je. Nenek cakap Haziq tak puas tidur lagi. So pelan2 Mami dukung Haziq. Eh..badan Haziq panas la...!! Em...cuaca kot..Mami cuba sedapkan hati. Mami tukarkan baju Haziq sebab masa amik Haziq, nenek hanya pakaikan carter je. Panas katanya!! Selesai tukar baju, kami terus gerak pegi Mydin. Dalam kereta Haziq sambung tido lagi. Badan Haziq terasa agak panas lagi, tapi pipi sejuk je. Mungkin sebab aircond kereta  kot. Mami berkira2 nak terus bawak Haziq pegi klinik. Tapi memandangkan Haziq nampak ok je, Mami postpone je dulu sebab nak pantau dulu tahap kepanasan Haziq.Tapi, tiba je kat Mydin, Haziq punya badan dah terasa makin panas. Cepat2 la Mami setelkan bab2 shopping sebab balik nanti nak terus singgah klinik. Kami bawak Haziq pegi klinik biasa yang Mami & Abi pegi. Klinik TTDI namanya. Haziq still ok. tersenyum2 je bila kena agah. Siap mengagah doktor lagi..hihihihi...Haziq..Haziq... Karenah Haziq buat Mami sentiasa rindukan Haziq...Doktor cek suhu Haziq. 37.4 darjah celcius je..Alhamdulillah..takde la tinggi sangat. Cek pulak berat, dah 6.5kg..Haziq dapat ubat demam & selesema + batuk. Sampai aje kat rumah Mami terus bagi ubat kat Haziq. Berkerut2 muka Haziq makan ubat. Siap menangis lagi. Tapi Mami bagi gak sampai habis. Pastu Mami mandikan Haziq. Jelum kepala Haziq ngan air sampai basah lencun. Jam dah dekat pukul 12, tapi Haziq cam tak boleh tidur je. Last2 Mami peluk Haziq sambil susukan & lepas tu Haziq terlena sendiri. Alhamdulillah..badan Haziq tak panas lagi..



2nd time demam masa dekat2 nak raya puasa. Sebenarnya Mami dah perasan Haziq dah almost 1 week demamnye. Tapi x serius sgt sbb on off je. So Mami decided xnak bawak Haziq pegi klinik sebab ubat pon ade lagi. Lagipon Mami seboleh2nya tak suka bagi Haziq makan ubat sebab ubat means drug & drug dah tentu2nya la xbagus utk body Haziq yg masih kecik. About 1 week camtu la Haziq punye temperature going up & down, tiba2 malam 7.8.2012 tu Haziq meragam teruk sangat. (Haziq semenjak dari dalam pantang memang sangat jarang menangis malam2). Mami ketuk2 perut Haziq, sah kembung perut. Mami dok agak Haziq mesti alah dengan labu sebab Mami ada mix pumpkin in his poridge masa dinner tu. So, Mami pun try la sapu minyak bayini mestika tu kat perut Haziq, susukan & Haziq tido balik. Tapi Haziq stil gelisah je sepanjang malam tu. Mami tuam plak perut Haziq macam opah pernah buat masa Haziq dalam pantang dulu. Tapi still no effect. At last Mami ajak Abi kuar g kedai cari Gripe water. Alhamdulillah ade jual kat kedai KK Home. Balik umah cepat2 bagi Haziq minum. Alhamdulillah bleh la Haziq sambung tido lagi sampai pagi. Esoknye as usual Mami hantar Haziq kat umah nenek. Mami citer la kat nenek Haziq malam tadi sakit perut bla bla bla.. Lepas balik keje, Mami cam biasa amik Haziq dari umah nenek. Nenek cakap badan Haziq merah2. Nenek cakap might be kesan dari minyak yg Mami dok sapu kat perut Haziq malam tadi. Tapi bile Mami belek2 je, Mami terdetik dalam hati..Oh no...ini bukan sebab minyak angin tu, tapi ini measles!!!

Dah demam..kurang sikit ligatnye.

Dokter pesan, kalo anak demam kena bagi liquid banyak2 utk reduce temperature. So, Mami kasi Haziq air masak banyak2..

1st time kasi Haziq air kelapa. Opah suruh Mami kasi Haziq air kelapa fresh untuk cepatkan ruam2 campak tu keluar habis



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Monday, February 4, 2013

Baby oh baby..

Menengok wall post kat facebook, ramai betul kawan2 dan kenalan Mami yang tengah preggy & baru dapat baby..wahhhhh..musim2 produktif nampaknye masing2. Ade yang baru 1st time, ada yang dah masuk yang ke2 & ke3..rezki diorang..

Frankly speaking Mami sememangnya sangat teringin & teruja nak preggy balik & mengharungi tempoh berbaby  tu. Tapi..... Haziq baru aje 1thn. lagi pun Mami bersalinkan Haziq dulu kan thru c-section. Mami takut la nak ambik risiko beranak rapat2. Takut macam2..tp yg paling Mami takut, uterine rupture (rahim pecah) boleh bawak maut tu!!!! wanauzubillah...

Ok la..takmo la citer hal2 yang mengerikan tu. Jom layan album kenangan Mami over a year ago..hihihhii..

Within 24hrs selepas dilahirkan..huhuhuhu..luluh hati Mami tengok anak yang dikandung 9 bulan lahir aje dah kene cucuk sana sini. Ini la azab yang terpaksa Haziq tempuhi seawal usianya..hypoglisemia..Tangan yang lebam tu kesan kena drip. Tangan kanan yang berbungkus tu tengah on drip..Haziq kena amik masuk 'air gula' dalam badan untuk stabilkan paras glukosa dalam darah yang sangat la rendah ketika itu. Kat tumit pon kena cucuk gak. Amik darah setiap 3 jam utk monitor tahap glukosa & tahap bilirubin dalam darah sebab ada kuning sikit.

Minum susu pakai cup. Sian Haziq..kena paksa minum susu banyak2 sebab nak bagi paras gulanya stabil. Mami ingat lagi ceramah lactation kaunseling kat PPUM yang Mami pegi sebelum Mami bersalin dulu, kaunselor tu cakap, "perut baby yang baru lahir kecik je..hanya sebesar biji guli. Sebab tu la baby yang baru lahir hanya perlu minum susu sikit je. Ibu2 yang baru bersalin susu takkan terus banyak sebab supply susu akan follow demand baby."
Tapi hakikatnya Haziq yang baru aje lahir dah kena paksa minum 30ml susu per feeding every 3 hours..Ya Allah!!!! kesian anak Mami. Dah la minum pon susu fm je time tu. Mami sebak sangat tau sebab niat Mami nak exclusively breasfeed for the 1st 6 months terkubur camtu je.completely shattered!! Sian Haziq...


Mami tau Haziq kesejukan masa kat dalam icu paed tu. Aircond kuat, tapi Haziq tak boleh pakai baju. Haziq kena buat phototeraphy & terpaksa duduk bawah lampu 24hrs sebab ada sikit kuning. Walaupun lampu tu boleh memanaskan Haziq, tapi Mami nampak Haziq menggigil2 je..Alahai siannye baby Mami.. Masa doctor datang round Mami mintak izin doctor nak pakaikan Haziq mitten & booties. Mula2 doctor tu macam x nak bagi sebab katanya cahaya lampu biru tu mesti kena badan baby secara menyeluruh, tapi Mami cakap Haziq sejuk sampai menggigil.Mami tak sampai hati.sian sangat!! Then doctor tu pon izinkan. Alhamdulillah..
Hari ke-4 lampu dah off (tapi drip masih on lagi). Mami happy sangat. Terus Mami bukak 'spec mata' Haziq, pakaikan Haziq baju, topi & bedung Haziq tebal2..hihihi

Lena je Haziq tidur. Muka sebijik cam gurgurl kan? Ramai org cakap camtu..Ramai gak yang tak percaya bila Mami cakap baby Mami boy, bukan girl.. & ramai gak yang cakap muka Haziq mirip Mami..hihihi..Bangga sangat tau..(Abi sila jeles ye..)
yelah..petua orang2 tua, kalo anak boboy muka macam mak, orangnya bila besar mudah2an jadi sejuk mata memandang, tak kuat baran, baik aje..mudah2an..amin.
Hari ke-5 drip dah off. Tahap glukosa Haziq dah stabil & Haziq dah boleh discharge. Alhamdulillah..syukurrrrr..Sementara tunggu Abi datang ngan Opah nak bawak kitorang balik rumah, Mami makeup2 Haziq dulu..bagi comey..Sebelum dibenarkan balik, doctor yang round pon puji Haziq comey..topi Haziq cute!! wa....berbunga2 hati Mami..

Kakyong datang ziarah Haziq. Kakyong bambam, Haziq nampak kecik sangat. Ketara betul!! Now Haziq menten berbadan kecik, tapi lebih tinggi daripada Kakyong.


Hari ke-7 sebelum menggondolkan kepala Haziq, Mami mintak Abi snap gambar dulu untuk kenangan. Rambut Haziq super lebat, hitam & sangat lembut. Mami suke sangat usap2 kepala Haziq. Rasa macam bulu kucing.. gebu je..hihihi
Aii..Haziq..dok mimpi ape la tu gamaknya..berkerut kening..


Sesi membotakkan kepala bermula. Opah pegang Haziq, Atok kerjakan kepala Haziq. Lena je budak kecik ni..langsung x de nangis2 pon. Senang kerja Atok.


Hari ke25 bersamaan dgn anniversary Mami & Abi ke3..1st time Mami dapat snap gamba Haziq smiling. Ini la hadiah anniversary Mami & Abi yang sangat berharga. Moga Allah permudahkan kami untuk jadi Mami & Abi yang terbaik untuk zuriat kami..amin..

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Friday, February 1, 2013

Air tangan Mami#1

Mami sangat excited nak berkongsi menu2 sehat lagi berkhasiat air tangan Mami sendiri untuk anakanda kesayangan Mami. Moga sedikit sebanyak boleh dijadikan panduan & idea kpd ibu2 diluar sana (kalo ade yg nak follow la..hihihihi) utk memikat selera anak2 masing2. Jom layan!!

Beef pattie with vege creamy soup (utk 8bulan ++ @ dah ada gigi)
[credit to Mami's buddy Liz Egert for the idea]

Bahan2 (Pattie):
Daging kisar 1/2 cawan
Bawang holand cincang/dadu 1 sudu besar
Secubit serbuk lada hitam
1 sudu besar tepung jagung
2-3 sudu besar minyak masak (mami guna sunflower oil)

Cara-cara:
Gaul semua bahan kecuali minyak. Kepal2kan campuran daging menjadi bebola, goreng (pan fry) dengan api yang perlahan sehingga masak.

Bahan2 (Creamy soup):
Bawang holand cincang 1 sudu makan
carrot 1 inci
seleri 1 inci
batang leek 1 inci
brokoli 1 kuntum
stok daging 1 mangkuk
grated cheese 2 sudu besar

Cara-cara:
Campurkan semua bahan dalam periuk (kecuali cheese), rebus sehingga sayuran empuk. Masukkan cheese, tutup api. Sejukkan sekejap & kisar halus.

Cadangan hidangan bersama roti bakar.


Baby meehoon goreng Singapore 

 Bahan-bahan:
Mihun yang direndam air panas 1/2 cawan
Bawang besar cincang 1 sudu teh
Bawang putih cincang 1 ulas
Sayur campur 2 sudu besar
telur ayam 1 biji (gred kecil)
secubit serbuk lada sulah
minyak untuk menumis

Cara-cara:
Panaskan minyak, tumis bawang besar & bawang putih sampai wangi. Masukkan sayur campur dan sedikit air untuk memudahkan sayur empuk. Masukkan telur. Kacau sehingga telur masak. Masukkan mihun dan serbuk lada hitam. Gaul rata. Siap untuk dihidangkan.


Nasi goreng simple
 Bahan2:
Nasi 1/2 cawan
Isi Ayam
Mix vege
Bawang Holand cincang 1/2 sudu besar
Bawang putih 1 ulas (cincang)
Unsalted butter (untuk menumis)
Air

Cara-cara:
Tumis kedua2 jenis bawang dengan unsalted butter hingga wangi, masukkan isi ayam, mix vege & sedikit air (fungsinya untuk melembutkan mix vege, especially peas yg biasanya agak keras kalo tidak dimasak betul2).
Apabila sayur sudah empuk, masukkan nasi. Gaul rata & siap untuk dihidangkan. 


Toast potatoes
Bahan2:
Kentang 1 biji (kecil)
Isi ayam 2 sudu besar
Stok ayam 1 mangkuk kecil
Batang Leek 2 inci
Bawang Holand cincang 1 sudu besar
Secubit serbuk lada hitam
2 sudu besar grated cheese

Cara-cara:
Masukkan semua bahan (kecuali lada hitam & cheese) kedalam periuk, renihkan sehingga kentang empuk. Masukkan serbuk lada hitam dan cheese. Kacau seketika & tutup api. Kisar halus & sedia untuk dihidang bersama toast.

*** Sebaiknya gunakan roti benggali @ roti yang dibuat sendiri. Tapi jika takde roti2 sebegini boleh guna roti Gardenia Breakthru 1-2 kpg sahaja.
sebelum bakar roti boleh disapu dgn garlic spread (unsalted) atau dibakar begitu shj.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Haziq @ 12 mo @ 1 year

Haziq’s achievement & development
1.      Walking
Haziq can walk more stable. No more tateh tateh. His step quite fast and sometime he suddenly fell down because of his ‘speeding’. But he never gives up. He will quickly stands up and walk and walk and walk until he got tired..Onyang & Opah said, Haziq ligat macam baling, seminit pon tak tau dok diam! hahahha.. further they said when he getting bigger, he will become a very hardworking person..oooh..Mami hope so..Insya Allah..

2.     Teething
Haziq has 11 teeth, 8 incisors, 2 upper molar and another 1 teeth (lower molar) just say hi hi.. His habit of biting while bf now has slowly reduced. Maybe because of his discomfort swelling gum has gradually recovered. But once in a while when he turns ‘geram’,  his biting habit will begin again and the main victim is me, his Mami..oooohhh!!!

3.      Talking
He now can pronounce certain words which is understandable such as “nah”(when he wants to give something), “naw” (meow), “ma” (mami), “aba”(abang), “na”(nak).. He loves ‘singing’ using his own language. Every weekend at 10am he will enjoy watching Hutos the Flying House at TV alHijrah channel & then he will enjoy singing “papapapapapapa” the Hutos' theme song.. What a clever boy!!! He can also be instructed and understand simple words, example; sit down, give to mami, kick the ball, bum bum (lay down), stand up, angkat tangan, susu,cat, fish, mamam (eat), sayang mami (kiss), tepuk tangan, nyamuk etc..

4.      Learning
My lil cutie really loves books, especially my Pa&Ma, may be because of the colourful printed pages & the attractive pictures inside. He also tried to feed himself with a spoon, though he still frequently misses his mouth. The most impressed skill which always make me really proud of him is Haziq remain keep quiet for a while when he is listening to azan in TV and suddenly raised his hands like the mu’azzin. I feel like sejuk perut Mami mengandungkan Haziq tau..He also enjoyed listening to music, especially the before azan zikir at Astro Oasis  & selawat ya Hanana by shaking & moving his head & body…soooo sweet ok!! Besides, when we said “Allahu akbar” he suddenly sujud as he is performing solat. Oh Allah, please protect my child. May he always be a good muslim who is always obey Your command and keep performing his 5 times daily solat..amin.

5.     Playing
He started to change from mastering his fine motor skills to exercising his larger muscles by having fun pushing, throwing, banging and knocking everything down, giving someone his toy and take it back, putting something in the containers and dump them out. His outrageous habit nowadays is throwing anything into the trash or in the laundry basket. As happened one day, Abi misplaced his handphone. He searched for it everywhere but could not find it. Then Mami suggested him to look into the trash. Yes..it’s there!!  Hahahhahaha..what a funny!! Haziq Haziq....

6.      Sleeping
      Haziq’s bedtime since newborn until now is always easy. He will sleep all night long without meragam, Alhamdulillah (he will only wake up to df 2-3 time).. He slept as early as after Isya’ and woke up during the azan Subuh . He used to be our alarm clock actually..hehehhe.. But, as he reached 1, his waking up time now a bit late than before.. Nowadays, his waking up routine is at 7. The BIG problem is during the nap time especially when we were at home on the weekend. (if he with his aunty/opah, his nap time will be much easier & longer even he just sleeps by his own on the floor without the cradle). Therefore, after a year, Mami at last decided to buy Haziq a cradle as to make him get the nap much easier and after all Mami will get an ample time to do the housework freely..yeay!
 
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Friday, January 4, 2013

Mami got 'Degree' in breastfeeding!!!

Alhamdulillah..Syukur ya Rabb!! Today I have completed 12 months in bf journey my lovely Haziq. Another 12 months to go to complete the 2 years breasfeeding as recommended in alQuran.

I don't think I can go so far as I'm having a lot of problem in this bf journey. I still remember, I was unable to bf Haziq on the 1st and 2nd day because we were placed separately. I was in the postnatal ward while Haziq in the PICU Paed ward, admitted for the hypoglisemia problem. I can only see & hold him during the visit time in the afternoon and evening. At that time, I tried to bf Haziq severally, but Haziq refused. May be he was full. So, from that time I have to redha and accept the fact that my dream to exclusively bf him for the 1st 6 months has been shattered completely. 

On the 3rd until 5th day after been discharged from the postnatal ward, I stay with Haziq at his ward. My bf journey started at this point actually. During that time, Haziq needs to be fed every 3 hours and the amount of milk was 30ml to 60ml per session as the doctor wants his blood sugar level gradually reach the normal border. Once again I have to set aside my dream to fully bf him as my milk supply was still lower than his demand plus Haziq still did not know how to latch due to my flat nipple. What I did was from time to time I tried to express my milk (at that time called colostrum) using the syringe and Alhamdulillah, I manage to at least gave him a taste of my golden breastmilk.

Haziq still unable to latch perfectly until he reached 2mo. Therefore, during that time, I tried my best to express my breastmilk every 3 hours, but the collected EBM still not enough to cover his demand . Haziq drank 2-3 oz per session, 10-12 time daily, but my EBM collection per session was only 1-1.5oz..ooohhh my God!!!. Can you imagine how should I stick with my principle to fully bf him without topping up with the FM??? I'm not that cruel to my son. So, the best solution is to continue giving him the EBM and when there was lack of supply, I supplemented him with the FM. That's the best way I thought rather than simply denying his right to be breastfed..Isn't it?? 

Alhamdulillah when I backed to work, he suddenly able to latch perfectly and until now, Haziq will get my precious breastmilk directly at home and during my working hour, I  gave him the EBM which I collected in the office.

Haziq, eventhough Mami's milk production is not as rich as others, but Mami will feed you with my golden precious breastmilk as long as I am able to. May Allah let this ease and may He makbul my du'a to extend the bf journey with my lil Haziq until he reaches 2. Amin ya Rabbal 'Alamin



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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

M N H is for Muhammad Nidhal Haziq

Dah lama entry ni terbiar kat draf je. Now, bersempena dgn Haziq yang dah masuk 1 year ni, Mami nak post jugak entri ni. Mami nak cerita tentang rahsia disebalik keunikan nama anakanda kesayangan Mami, Muhammad Nidhal Haziq. Bukan nak menunjuk2, jauh sekali nak berbangga, tapi sekadar coretan kenangan untuk tatapan anakanda Mami bila dah besar & dan pandai membaca nanti.

Yang sebenar2nye nama Haziq diambil daripada pangkal nama Mami & Abi. Abi=MN, Mami=NH. Kalo nak ikut betul2 kene letak pangkal nama anak MNNH, tapi macam panjang sangat la pulak. So, to make short & precise, Mami & Abi decide utk guna pangkal nama anak huruf MNH sahaja.

Kenapa Muhammad Nidhal Haziq???

Muhammad= sempena nama Rasulullah & sama pangkal nama macam Abi, cuma ejaan je lain.

Nidhal= makna dalam bahasa Arab ialah 'perjuangan'. Bagi Mami, mengandungkan & melahirkan Haziq adalah 1 perjuangan. Kenapa Mami cakap camtu?? Ada 2 sebab,yang pertama Mami & Abi berusaha macam2 untuk buat Mami mengandung. Mami pergi hospital, doctor cakap Mami ada cyst & PCOS, Mami berubat kampung, katanya Mami kena 'gangguan', payah nak mengandung sebab kalo baby tu 'jadi' je, ada 'benda' yang 'makan' janin Mami..ishhhhhh..ngeri Mami dengar. Mami puas berubat sampai lebam2 1 badan. Mami berubat dengan Doktor Homeopati, dah dikatanya Mami ada masalah hormon yang tak seimbang. Ya Allah..dugaan sungguh. Mami hampir2 nak buat treatment di LPPKN tapi Alhamdulillah belum sempat Mami buat appoinment nak jumpa doktor, Mami dah disahkan pregnant. Hadiah Hari Ibu yang sgt bermakna utk Mami bila Mami akhirnya dapat BFP pada pagi Sabtu 7.5.2011 tu..
Sebab yang kedua ialah bila mana Mami nak melahirkan Haziq. Ya Allah..sangatla mencabar jiwa dan raga. Mami menahan sakit selama 16jam semata2 nak melahirkan Haziq secara normal, tapi Allah Maha Mengetahui, akhirnya Haziq lahir 'ikut tingkap'. 
Haziq=maksudnya 'bijak,pintar,pandai'. Sudah menjadi kemestian Mami untuk menamakan anak Mami dengan nama yang ada maksud pintar & cerdik dengan harapan anak Mami nanti menjadi seorang yang bijak pandai. After all, nama kan 1 doa jugak..setiap kali nama dipanggil dengan betul, maka secara tak langsung kita akan mendoakan utk orang itu.

Macam tu la ceritanya...

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After a year being a mommy..happy 1st birthday son!!


Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah the Almighty for giving me a chance to be a mother after being TTC for 2 years ++
There's no other words can describe of what the feeling when I was surprised with a good news (I got BIG FAT POSITIVE) on 7.5.2011. My heart blooming, smiling from ear-to-ear. I just like to crying out loud to the world!!! Syukurrrrrr!!! Allah heard our Du'a. Finally, He gave us what we dreamt for years.

My pregnancy journey ran smoothly , though I got Gestational Diabetic Mellitus (GDM) at only 13 weeks of pregnancy.  That was not a big problem for me. Day by day, week by week, month by month I enjoy my pregnancy happily. It really a precious experience having Baby inside the tummy, kicking and strecthing actively. Ohhh..I really missed that moment.

Finally on 1.1.2012 he came out to see the world. Giving birth to him was my ever hard time. At 1am when people around celebrating the New Year, I broke my water. Then followed by a really unbearable painful contraction. For 16 hours I tried to struggle myself to give birth normally, but He knows the best for me, I was later on delivered my adorarable super cute baby boy through c-section. Born at 4.02pm with 3.54kg weight and 150cm height. What a chubby lil boy!!

Now he is a big boy. Safely reach 1 year old on 1.1.2013. Still breastfeed with me, able to walk at 11.5 month-old, has 8 teeth, very energetic 'baby' boy, really make my life joyful.
 

Haziq, carrying you in my womb for 9 months, bringing you to the world with tears & pain, raising you up until you are now become a BIG BOY is a wonderful moment. Only He knows how deep I am in love with you. You are invaluable and precious amanah from Allah. Mami hopes Haziq will always be a good boy, good Muslim, successful in this world and hereafter.Amin..
 
His birthday cake, bought by Mami..but Mami gave him to taste the strawberries and the grapes only..Ready made cake have a lot of sugar, salt and preservative ingredients..not good for your immature stomach, Haziq.
Hello..hello!! His 'remote control' can be used alternately as his 'handphone'..hahhahah..


How my heart melting looking into your smiling face..ooooh my!! You soooo cute, sayang!!

Birthday gift from Abi..drive safely ha..

Enjoy his new car!! Good boy!!
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