Mami got 'Degree' in breastfeeding!!!

Alhamdulillah..Syukur ya Rabb!! Today I have completed 12 months in bf journey my lovely Haziq. Another 12 months to go to complete the 2 years breasfeeding as recommended in alQuran.

I don't think I can go so far as I'm having a lot of problem in this bf journey. I still remember, I was unable to bf Haziq on the 1st and 2nd day because we were placed separately. I was in the postnatal ward while Haziq in the PICU Paed ward, admitted for the hypoglisemia problem. I can only see & hold him during the visit time in the afternoon and evening. At that time, I tried to bf Haziq severally, but Haziq refused. May be he was full. So, from that time I have to redha and accept the fact that my dream to exclusively bf him for the 1st 6 months has been shattered completely. 

On the 3rd until 5th day after been discharged from the postnatal ward, I stay with Haziq at his ward. My bf journey started at this point actually. During that time, Haziq needs to be fed every 3 hours and the amount of milk was 30ml to 60ml per session as the doctor wants his blood sugar level gradually reach the normal border. Once again I have to set aside my dream to fully bf him as my milk supply was still lower than his demand plus Haziq still did not know how to latch due to my flat nipple. What I did was from time to time I tried to express my milk (at that time called colostrum) using the syringe and Alhamdulillah, I manage to at least gave him a taste of my golden breastmilk.

Haziq still unable to latch perfectly until he reached 2mo. Therefore, during that time, I tried my best to express my breastmilk every 3 hours, but the collected EBM still not enough to cover his demand . Haziq drank 2-3 oz per session, 10-12 time daily, but my EBM collection per session was only 1-1.5oz..ooohhh my God!!!. Can you imagine how should I stick with my principle to fully bf him without topping up with the FM??? I'm not that cruel to my son. So, the best solution is to continue giving him the EBM and when there was lack of supply, I supplemented him with the FM. That's the best way I thought rather than simply denying his right to be breastfed..Isn't it?? 

Alhamdulillah when I backed to work, he suddenly able to latch perfectly and until now, Haziq will get my precious breastmilk directly at home and during my working hour, I  gave him the EBM which I collected in the office.

Haziq, eventhough Mami's milk production is not as rich as others, but Mami will feed you with my golden precious breastmilk as long as I am able to. May Allah let this ease and may He makbul my du'a to extend the bf journey with my lil Haziq until he reaches 2. Amin ya Rabbal 'Alamin

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M N H is for Muhammad Nidhal Haziq

Dah lama entry ni terbiar kat draf je. Now, bersempena dgn Haziq yang dah masuk 1 year ni, Mami nak post jugak entri ni. Mami nak cerita tentang rahsia disebalik keunikan nama anakanda kesayangan Mami, Muhammad Nidhal Haziq. Bukan nak menunjuk2, jauh sekali nak berbangga, tapi sekadar coretan kenangan untuk tatapan anakanda Mami bila dah besar & dan pandai membaca nanti.

Yang sebenar2nye nama Haziq diambil daripada pangkal nama Mami & Abi. Abi=MN, Mami=NH. Kalo nak ikut betul2 kene letak pangkal nama anak MNNH, tapi macam panjang sangat la pulak. So, to make short & precise, Mami & Abi decide utk guna pangkal nama anak huruf MNH sahaja.

Kenapa Muhammad Nidhal Haziq???

Muhammad= sempena nama Rasulullah & sama pangkal nama macam Abi, cuma ejaan je lain.
Nidhal= makna dalam bahasa Arab ialah 'perjuangan'. Bagi Mami, mengandungkan & melahirkan Haziq adalah 1 perjuangan. Kenapa Mami cakap camtu?? Ada 2 sebab,yang pertama Mami & Abi berusaha macam2 untuk buat Mami mengandung. Mami pergi hospital, doctor cakap Mami ada cyst & PCOS, Mami berubat kampung, katanya Mami kena 'gangguan', payah nak mengandung sebab kalo baby tu 'jadi' je, ada 'benda' yang 'makan' janin Mami..ishhhhhh..ngeri Mami dengar. Mami puas berubat sampai lebam2 1 badan. Mami berubat dengan Doktor Homeopati, dah dikatanya Mami ada masalah hormon yang tak seimbang. Ya Allah..dugaan sungguh. Mami hampir2 nak buat treatment di LPPKN tapi Alhamdulillah belum sempat Mami buat appoinment nak jumpa doktor, Mami dah disahkan pregnant. Hadiah Hari Ibu yang sgt bermakna utk Mami bila Mami akhirnya dapat BFP pada pagi Sabtu 7.5.2011 tu..
Sebab yang kedua ialah bila mana Mami nak melahirkan Haziq. Ya Allah..sangatla mencabar jiwa dan raga. Mami menahan sakit selama 16jam semata2 nak melahirkan Haziq secara normal, tapi Allah Maha Mengetahui, akhirnya Haziq lahir 'ikut tingkap'. 
Haziq=maksudnya 'bijak,pintar,pandai'. Sudah menjadi kemestian Mami untuk menamakan anak Mami dengan nama yang ada maksud pintar & cerdik dengan harapan anak Mami nanti menjadi seorang yang bijak pandai. After all, nama kan 1 doa jugak..setiap kali nama dipanggil dengan betul, maka secara tak langsung kita akan mendoakan utk orang itu.

Macam tu la ceritanya...

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After a year being a mommy..happy 1st birthday son!!

Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah the Almighty for giving me a chance to be a mother after being TTC for 2 years ++

There's no other words can describe of what the feeling when I was surprised with a good news (I got BIG FAT POSITIVE) on 7.5.2011. My heart blooming, smiling from ear-to-ear. I just like to crying out loud to the world!!! Syukurrrrrr!!! Allah heard our Du'a. Finally, He gave us what we dreamt for years.

My pregnancy journey ran smoothly , though I got Gestational Diabetic Mellitus (GDM) at only 13 weeks of pregnancy.  That was not a big problem for me. Day by day, week by week, month by month I enjoy my pregnancy happily. It really a precious experience having Baby inside the tummy, kicking and strecthing actively. Ohhh..I really missed that moment.

Finally on 1.1.2012 he came out to see the world. Giving birth to him was my ever hard time. At 1am when people around celebrating the New Year, I broke my water. Then followed by a really unbearable painful contraction. For 16 hours I tried to struggle myself to give birth normally, but He knows the best for me, I was later on delivered my adorarable super cute baby boy through c-section. Born at 4.02pm with 3.54kg weight and 150cm height. What a chubby lil boy!!

Now he is a big boy. Safely reach 1 year old on 1.1.2013. Still breastfeed with me, able to walk at 11.5 month-old, has 8 teeth, very energetic 'baby' boy, really make my life joyful.

 

Haziq, carrying you in my womb for 9 months, bringing you to the world with tears & pain, raising you up until you are now become a BIG BOY is a wonderful moment. Only He knows how deep I am in love with you. You are invaluable and precious amanah from Allah. Mami hopes Haziq will always be a good boy, good Muslim, successful in this world and hereafter.Amin..

 

His birthday cake, bought by Mami..but Mami gave him to taste the strawberries and the grapes only..Ready made cake have a lot of sugar, salt and preservative ingredients..not good for your immature stomach, Haziq.

Hello..hello!! His 'remote control' can be used alternately as his 'handphone'..hahhahah..



How my heart melting looking into your smiling face..ooooh my!! You soooo cute, sayang!!



Birthday gift from Abi..drive safely ha..

Enjoy his new car!! Good boy!!

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Haziq di usia 11 bulan

Jom kite tgk aksi2 Haziq sepanjang 11 bln ni..(kalo ikut thn hijrah..7 Safar haritu dah 12 bulan pon..hihihi...)

 Suka 'mengemas'..Almari, drawer hatta peti ais pon dah pandai bukak sendiri..

Aktifnye la wey!!!! sambil main, terjerit2..riuh rendah rumah..macam ada anak ramai je..hihihi...

 Hanger, remote control, henpon..mainan kegemarannya. sume nak gigit..nak rasa manis ke, masin ke? adoi la anakku..!!!

 11 bln ++ dah mula kuat berjalan..tapi kelam kabut semacam je..Mami tgk pon penat..

Cantik umah kite Haziq kemas...cayang anak Mami!!!

Suke sgt dengar zikir kat astro oasis tu..tengok la..sampai tertoleh2..bagus3..

Another development & gelagat Haziq:-

- Gigi 7 batang

- Pandai create mainan..cth: penyangkut towel kat dlm bilik tu dh jd port baru Haziq main 'motor'

- Dah pandai kedekut & jeles..ish ish ish..

- minat buku

- Kalo tgk Abi @ Mami nak solat, dia pon nak join sama..

- Suka main kain, konon2 nak pakai sendiri..eleh...

- Mulutnye bising dok 'cakap' bahasa dia.

- Suke berkawan

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Impian & Harapan seorang Mami & Abi

Carta ni Mami cilok daripada fb..sangat menarik & Mami rasa Mami patut share kat blog Mami untuk rujukan Mami & Abi

Alhamdulillah perkara utama sebaik shj Haziq lahir done perfectly.

Umur Haziq 7 hari: 2 drp perkara utama dah setel (beri nama & cukur rambut).

Aqiqah lambat sikit, tapi still buat masa Raya Haji lepas..

Sedekah emas/perak ikut berat timbangan rambut tu xdpt nak buat sebab rambut2 Haziq yang dah dicukur tu dibuang macam tu aje sebab Mami lupa nak ingatkan Abi suruh simpan & timbangkan...huhuhuhu..(hopefully pasni x berlaku lagi)

Umur 40 hari sepatutnya dikhatankan, tapi Mami macam kesian plak kat Haziq, so postpone sampai Haziq umur 7 tahun la..Insya Allah..

Alhamdulilah sehingga saat ni Haziq masih lagi menyusu dengan Mami & Insya Allah Mami akan berusaha sehabis daya untuk meneruskan penyusuan sampai 2 tahun..Moga2 Allah permudahkan & murahkan rezki Haziq dgn susu Mami yang sentiasa meriah & melimpah-ruah..amin

Impian & Harapan Mami & Abi utk Haziq & bakal adik2 Haziq, Insya Allah..:-

1. Cepat pandai baca al-Quran. Bila dah mula pandai bercakap, Mami akan terus ajar mengaji alif..ba..ta..

2. Sekolahkan di sekolah yang very Islamic environment, cth Sekolah Ibn Khaldun

3. Anak2 Mami & Abi hafal Al-Quran

4. Anak2 Mami & Abi jadi seorang yang intelek ulama', maknanya bijak pandai dalam hal ehwal dunia & alim dalam hal ehwal akhirat. 

Insya Allah...

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Mamam mamam mamam....

Until now Haziq almost 11 months, Mami tak pernah update entry tentang Haziq's solid food kan?? Heheheheh..
ok..from now on Mami akan story sikit2 tentang hal ni ye..

Awal2 lagi Mami dah berangan & berhasrat utk bagi Haziq mamam from 100% air tangan Mami. NO ADDED SUGAR, & SALT UNTIL 12 MONTH. NO NESTUM @ PROCESSED FOOD..

Alhamdulillah..sehingga kini Mami masih lagi x missed untuk sediakan Haziq bekalan setiap hari.

Haziq start solid food when he turn to 175 days..5 days earlier from the recommended age (180 days). Reason..becoz Haziq seems tak kenyang dengan minum susu aje. So, at the 1st place, Mami jz gave him puree + EBM once a day (after consultation with the doc)

pic credit to uncle google..hihihi

First solid food Haziq was rice puree .. Mami buat cair2 je dalam 2 sudu makan. Habis licin Haziq telan..Pandai tau Haziq  Mami ni mamam walaupun baru 1st time..

Apart form rice, Mami also intro Haziq with potato, apple, kurma, pear, banana, avocado, carrot & spinach. Sume tu Mami puree kan & mix with EBM..

2 minggu macam tu Haziq just mamam puree, then masa checkup 6 bulan, Mami disuruh oleh nurse untuk buatkan Haziq hidangan sepinggan lengkap. Meaning, complete nutrien with carbo, protein, serat & fat. So, 1st hidangan complete nutrient for Haziq, Mami buatkan bubur nasi + ikan merah + spinach + carrot +corn oil.

Camni la lebih kurang bubur nye..



tq uncle google...hihihi...

Pelan2, day by day Mami intro Haziq dgn makanan yang pelbagai & unti now Haziq dah mula makan macam2. Tapi the most important is NO ADDED SUGAR, SALT & MSG..



Pic bekalan Haziq last week.
Ikut arah jam: Bubur nasi + ikan bilis + labu, Pisang Berangan, Pengat Keledek + Kurma, Cheezy Mashed Potato..
sgt yummy ok..Mami pon try sikit...hehehe..

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10 bulan yang busy..hehehe

Dah 10 bulan anak Mami ni.Cepat betul masa berlalu kan?

Since dah 10 bulan ni dah macam2 keletah Haziq yang betul2 buat Mami rase terhibur sangat dengan kehadirannya.
Haziq pandai berjenaka. Lagi2 kalo orang buat2 melatah, lagi la Haziq galak mengusik.

Haziq pandai meniru gaya orang. Pandai main cak cak.. 

Kalo dengar music goyang2 badan. Konon2nye menari le tu..haish..kecik2 lg xpe la tau.. 

Tepuk2 tangan kalo rasa 'berjaya' buat sesuatu.

Pandai naik turun katil sendiri. Comel sgt tgk Haziq reverse, hulur kali  turun katil.. 

Dah paham banyak perkataan macam jom, duduk, sini, air, mamam, susu, fish, cat, bird, mami, abi etc... 

Haziq aktif..dah mula bertatih sikit2. Kalo merangkak lajuuu...

Kalo dalam kereta suka bergayut, takpun nak jadi driver..main lampu, wiper, honk...sangat comelll!!!!

Tak banyak ragam. Kalo perut kenyang, cukup tidur, diaper kering..Haziq memang tak banyak pe'el..

Ape yang ditangan sume nak masuk mulut

Paling suka main tali pinggang Abi..gigit2 kepala belt tu..Mami serammmm..takut mulut haziq luka..x pon gigi patah. Terus Mami suruh Abi simpan belt tu kat tempat lain yg haziq xleh nmpk @ amik..

Kalo memunggah, 'kemas' drawer serah aje kat Haziq..confirm 'cantik'...hhahahaa

banyak la kalo nak citer keletah Haziq ni

1 lagi je yang Mami x bleh blah..Haziq suke gigit Mami!! Adoi!!! Mami berlebam sana sini kena 'dera' ngan Haziq...huhuhuhuhu...

Ape2 pon Haziq tetap Mami sayang!!! Luv u son!!!!! Sooooooo much!!!!!

Jom enjoy tgk pic Haziq...

Kalo merangkak lajuu je..



Main hanger baju....tengok la..sume nak digigitnye..



Haziq pandai baca buku.. ba..ta..da..ma..ihihihihi

 

ni kire mood ok le ni..kalo x, buku pon nak dimakannye..adoi..

 

sgt cair tau hati Mami ni tgk anak comel & bijak ni..kiut!!! gerammmmmm!!!



 

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